August 23, 2014
Je suis toujours, déjà un plongeur.
So today as I’m pre-checking my gear for a planned dive tomorrow with my brother Paul in Panama City, I’m smirking at myself—but also loving it. ALL the technologies. The evoked memories of past underwater adventures. The officialdom of certification cards and the smell of black neoprene rubber, creaking as I load it into the gear bag. The whoosh of a regulator and the heft and clink of weights.
Timewise, there are clear points at which I will break the plane of the water’s surface, transitioning between a world my body was built for and another that can’t sustain it without infusions of technology and, by implication, money. Even the deep meditative insights of Pranayama (for what else is the breath-awareness that divers practice?) don’t erase this material, physiological presence unda da sea, as well as the criticality of being totally present in the moment.
But I am realizing that prepping for a dive extends that dive backwards in time, just as the photographs we will take tomorrow stretch the experience long past our no-decompression limits or air supply. The Dive begins and ends, but putting my life-sustaining toys together before a dive reminds me that in many ways, to use a post-structuralist catchphrase, I am always already there. And that all those past dives are still in me, like extra nitrogen that never quite dissipated.
I guess that’s what I mean when I say I am a diver.
June 25, 2014
Direction Finding
Tonight's entertainment was a meditation on torque and inclined planes, redolent with old grease and new rubber. A tightening of many fasteners, mostly 13mm, 14mm, 17mm, and 19mm but including couple of 10's and one big honker over 20mm. Shifting, aligning, testing, and then threading cotter pins and bending lock plates. I am thoroughly glad I don't have a deadline for this job but I also, as almost always, find myself awash in the physics, the engineering, the history whenever I'm fiddling with an old VW.
This one is almost 50 years old with a design that was venerable even when the car was new; a quirky little People's Car with an odd rear-engine, aircooled, relatively low-powered drivetrain and a pedigree from the darkest depths of pre-WWII Germany. Mine dates from the VW glory days of the early-mid 1960s, when the cars were something of a fad and were still incredibly simple relative to what came even as early as 1968, when Federal regulations and plastic dashboards destroyed the world as we know it.
The steering has been wearing out, so I decided to replace the steering gear and--since getting to it requires removing the gas tank--tidying up some odds and ends while I was in there. You can see the parts I've been working on at the bottom of the VW Front Suspension and Steering diagram below: the black hockey puck with the steering column and turn signal towards the right and a steering gearbox to the left.
August 22, 2008
Colossal Water Spiders
600 miles across, ephemeral as a butterfly or galloping ebola, mindless and cruel, sine qua non of our humid subtropics, species scatterer, coast clearer, bringer of floods.
How did the Apalachee, the Timucua, the Caloosa know you? All we have are records of their Taino neighbors, who called them juracán, tools of the wind-deity Guataubá, assistant of the storm-goddess Guabancex.
In Tallahassee the winds have been blowing from the north for two days as Fay drenched the Atlantic coast. When the cyclone comes, find it by facing the wind and turning right.
We need the rain here.
July 29, 2008
Life is but a Dream
This is something I don't do nearly often enough: dip a paddle in an eelgrass-filled spring run.
Or in this case a sho-nuff oar, two of which can scut little Wasabi Maru, my wee Larson (1957 "Game Warden" model) around like a water beetle when I want silent propulsion over the luxury of an outboard.
Sunday afternoon Nancy and I took the boat out for the first time in well over a year and it (and we, rusty dockhands) performed well among the weeds and weekend warriors of the mighty Wakulla* River.
I could watch the undulations of these broad green-brown ribbons forever.
Ah but the poor river (and headspring) is so obviously over-nitrated that it's sometimes hard to take. Gorgeous, yes, but not what it was. And to what meaningful end?
Meanwhile, dip the oars and lean back into them, listening to their creak and splash and the keening of fishing ospreys from the cypress along the banks, and let your thoughts follow the schools of mullet as they circle past the lumbering dirigibles of scarified manatees. There is only this.
*Despite the common "mysterious waters" tourist-trade translation of this word, the only thing mysterious is its original meaning. It is a Creek mispronunciation of a Spanish word, Guacara, which was likely itself a corrupted Timucuan word. In fact, the Spanish mission of San Juan de Guacara, well to the east, may be the origin of another Florida river's name: Suwanee.
July 02, 2008
Shannon Leigh
I did not know this young Austin poet who died after a diving accident in one of the most beautiful places I know: Devil's Ear Spring in the Santa Fe River. In reading more about the accident I discovered a poem of hers:
Underwater, four hundred feet back
into the earth's graveyard
we turned off our lights and hung
in perfect blackness
swallowed up by the dark stone
the devil's gullet
the catacombs of the reckless
I have never been so happy than surrounded
by crushing depths and old memories
except that first night
when I lay next to you, your hand
across my shoulderblade my lips
in the hollow of your throat
you are that quiet resignation
that joy of nothingness, as close
as I can ever get to peace
as close as I would ever want
give me four hundred feet inside you
the blackness under your skin
and I will rest in you forever
the marrow in your bones is pockmarked with caves
and I have time.
- Shannon Leigh
Years ago I wrote something similar (not nearly as good: "Sink Whole" on this page) and so I doubly mourn the passing of a kindred spirit. A very sad story indeed.
June 24, 2008
It's bullshit and it's bad for ya!
Or: it's bad for ya and it's bullshit! Thus the Class Clown's regular refrain during his performance here in Tallahassee at Ruby Diamond back in January, which I got to see thanks to a Christmas present from my wife, Nancy.
And now he's gone. The Hippy Dippy Weatherman, the evil Cardinal, the Fillmore bus--is now finding out for sure when and if Jesus will bring the pork chops.
In the 70s I loved his iconoclasm, his potty and drug humor (which was a cut above his closest competitors Cheech y Chong), his clever wordplay. The quintessential hippie smartass. He was such a close observer of the little, strange things we do. And never afraid to call bullshit on our most hallowed, but empty, cultural practices.
RIP, George. Thanks for all of it.
(And is it not a somewhat obscene sign of our times to see all those Parental Advisory Stickers on his album covers? Not so in my day, Kimosabe!)
November 12, 2007
Estuary Boy
Had a gorgeous weekend at Dog Island but didn't get as much hiking in as I wanted to, due to a pesky foot injury. But I still managed to visit my favorite tidal estuary on the bay side for a little communing with the fishies. The doomed pine has met its doom, but the rest of the area looks healthy and is resplendent in fall colors.
Adding a layer of meaning to this visit were my recent studies in the Marine Environmental Issues course I'm taking this term. While I've long known much of the mechanics of barrier island movement and beach dynamics, it's always nice to learn more. For example, barrier islands are a feature of "trailing edge margins" -- the lee side of a drifting continent. That's why there are none off the west coast of the Americas.
Something new. Always a treat.
There was some rather alarming erosion on the Gulf side of the island that may have more ephemeral causes but still reminds one that the island itself is fleeting, tumbling shoreward ahead of rising seas like a ship desperately seeking port. Plentiful stumps offshore testify to where the island used to be, if we didn't have the evidence of the Co-op's own history as well.
Which just makes this scenery all the more breathtaking. See more photos.